Another post-type thing.
Moo.
Why am I so obsessive about everything? Let me elaborate.
Whenever I want something, I start to think. Over time, I slowly build up this idyllic view of what I want in my head. Say, for instance, it's a bike. Over the course of a few days, weeks, in my head, I build up a collection of images, like, riding around the block at top speed, doing some wheelies, skids, etc. I've never actually wanted a bike, but it's a good example. I drive myself crazy with it, and eventually, there comes a point where I will do -anything- to get it, because i've built it up so much in my mind, I start to feel that my life will not be complete without it. I become frantic, desperate. This leads to me doing utterly retarded things to obtain said object, which I have usually over-hyped to such a degree, no matter if it was a robotic shark with x-ray vision, it could not live up to my standards, hence, I am dissapointed.
Meh.
Still haven't heard from the job place, starting to worry, I thought the interview went very well. Haven't really applied anywhere else, which was probably a mistake, so if I don't get this one, it'll set the entire job thing back a while. On this topic, i've been thinking about the entire university/employment conundrum, and me and a few friends think we might take a gap year, and share a house, get jobs, etc. Scary, thinking of moving out, but I do -know- that it would be insanely fun.
Discovered a new band lately, The Schoolyard Heroes. Female lead singer, which is very different in the punk/rock scene, only other one I can think of is that chick from Tsunami Bomb. Really into them right now, they're like a heavier New Found Glory, which is pretty awesome. Also, got back into NOFX after a little break from them, you just can't stay away from songs like Showerdays.
Not much else to talk about, except to say that damn, I need to take a shower.
Until next time amigos, adios.
Why am I so obsessive about everything? Let me elaborate.
Whenever I want something, I start to think. Over time, I slowly build up this idyllic view of what I want in my head. Say, for instance, it's a bike. Over the course of a few days, weeks, in my head, I build up a collection of images, like, riding around the block at top speed, doing some wheelies, skids, etc. I've never actually wanted a bike, but it's a good example. I drive myself crazy with it, and eventually, there comes a point where I will do -anything- to get it, because i've built it up so much in my mind, I start to feel that my life will not be complete without it. I become frantic, desperate. This leads to me doing utterly retarded things to obtain said object, which I have usually over-hyped to such a degree, no matter if it was a robotic shark with x-ray vision, it could not live up to my standards, hence, I am dissapointed.
Meh.
Still haven't heard from the job place, starting to worry, I thought the interview went very well. Haven't really applied anywhere else, which was probably a mistake, so if I don't get this one, it'll set the entire job thing back a while. On this topic, i've been thinking about the entire university/employment conundrum, and me and a few friends think we might take a gap year, and share a house, get jobs, etc. Scary, thinking of moving out, but I do -know- that it would be insanely fun.
Discovered a new band lately, The Schoolyard Heroes. Female lead singer, which is very different in the punk/rock scene, only other one I can think of is that chick from Tsunami Bomb. Really into them right now, they're like a heavier New Found Glory, which is pretty awesome. Also, got back into NOFX after a little break from them, you just can't stay away from songs like Showerdays.
Not much else to talk about, except to say that damn, I need to take a shower.
Until next time amigos, adios.
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